A brief summary of events

Hello from the dark side,
just kidding. It isn't so dark just kinda gloomy. After reading my post from before i would swear i was a definite crab ass. I'm not just been in a funk. I have an apartment, YYEAAH, i just need to move in. Tommy's already there. It's going to be hard on my daughter to leave my live in family, especially my sister. She will eventually survive. And i know they will survive with out me. I am not eight weeks pregnant. I worry about bonding with this baby, i really still don't think is real. No worries it's real, i just always have trouble fathoming it. After i move i will have to get to the obgyn. I know it sounds horrible but i'm in no hurry. Am i an awful person?
By the way, i have no medical insurance, so that doesn't help. Well, the sun is trying to shine. Today my daughter has her shots, ooohh what fun. I think they are the last ones for awhile though. I hope your day is sunny & bright. JerriAnn too, i was thinking of you all this week i hope you are home recovering well.
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ok, i'm back

Here is the low down. I've been a little brain dead lately and didn't know what to write. From what i can figure i'm about 6 weeks pregnant and still haven't told anyone but my boyfriend, and my daughter. My daughter, thankfully, isn't talking enough to spill the beans. Speaking of my hannah, i have a nagging feeling in the back of my head about her talking. I think she should be doing more of it, and she's just not. And she still drools something awful, she has all the teeth i think she should have. Am i being over protective? My daughter will be 2 in june, on the 4 th. Off the top of my head i think she says about 25, 30 words. She had ear infections, from early as a baby, and at 7 months i had tubes put in her ears. I've had her hearing checked once, the techs said it was fine, but she was so small i don't know how they knew. They set us both in a room and would look to see if she turned toward a sound, if she did they lit up these animals that played music, you know like the monkey that has cymbols. Which totally freaked her out. To me though she didn't look at the sounds untill the animal lit up. Come on is anyone out there? am i crazy???

Travel Pictures

When i found out the Illistration Friday theme this week i went to work. I came up with both of these. I love hot air ballons i think they are beautiful. The little girl in them is my cartoon version of my daughter. Don't think for one minute i would let hannah up in one of those things with out me. (she can't have all the fun) The fur ball with her is my poodle Pierre. He is in serious need of grooming at the moment so yes he does look like that. Oh, and if you don't think a little girl could have that big of blue eyes, especially with dark brown hair. Think again. My hannah can.

Travel 2 

Travel 1 

Ok, Who unleashed the Gas Fairy!!!

I know this is probably rednecked, and uncouthed, but who unleashed the Gas Fairy. The green haze coming from my backside will kill infants and small animals. It has just been officially declared a bio-hazard. The office of homeland security, is stalking me as we speak. Who did it? Who unleashed the Gas fairy? I want to know. It is not funny (giggle, snort) not funny at all (shaking uncontrolled glee)

Noodles, Pretzels, and other random thoughts!

I'm on a noodle kick, and no i don't think it's cravings. I didn't crave anything with Hannah, i told people i craved steak but thats only so i could get a good steak. I'm eating the Ramen noodles in a cup. You really can't beat them. Around here you can get a case of six cups for about $1.50. And there is lunch for the week, just add hot water. And stick pretzels, i could eat those 24-7, the little kind.
Last night my Hannah was walking around the house looking at me and saying "i white" She is getting a little more understandable. But my Chinese is just not that sharp. She kept looking at me and saying "Mama, i white." I thought maybe she was talking about the neighbors horse. She has three HUGE, horses. One of them is named Wiley, you know like the bugs bunny, road runner, Coyote. She loves this horse, and talks about him all the time. Any horse she sees, she calls "whilllee" So, i kept telling her, it was dark, and 'Whillee" was asleep, we would see him tomorrow. And she kept looking at me like i was an idiot. Then i noticed my niece was doing her homework, and it sunk in. She was saying "i write". I said "do you want to write" and you should have seen the look of "Finally this moron got it".
I've got 2 pictures for the illistration Friday. I want to get them colored, and i'm torn between which one to put on. Oh well, i better get busy on them it's Wednesday.

Two Red Lines

This weekend i saw the dreaded two red lines. It probably should be illegal to publish this on a bloc and not tell my family. But since this is my outlet, and i out about them a lot, they don't know i have a bloc. Ok, take a deep breathe, I am pregnant. This may seem kind of silly to someone else, but i was married for seven years and tried all seven to get pregnant, and nothing. I did not go though all the things that a lot of women do, my husband was not willing to even get himself checked out. Then, two weeks after i check my husband out, i find out that i'm not only prenant but 4 months prenant. Five months later, i get my beautiful gift from God, my Hannah. So, this one not quite 2 years later is another shock. Don't get me wrong, i still believe that this child is a gift. Sometimes i wonder if it's a gag gift, just joking. For years, i pray and cried for a child. And God laughed.....